How Did It Feel?

Hi *@&!%@#.

I have just one question for you,

To murder my heart,

To murder my hopes and dreams,

To murder my piece of mind.

How did it feel to twist a knife into my body

and hear me scream that I was sorry.

Sorry for the pain you caused me.

and beg for forgiveness?

Did you smile through each time you made me scared?

How every time you threatened to kill yourself,

and said your blood would be on my hands.

I hope someone causes you the same pain you caused

me

I hope someone buries the same knife into you like

they did to me

I hope they twist it enough to crack open your ribs, and

laugh when you cry.

I hope they murder you like you murdered me