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inhale dusted scents spined words stacked ribs against the walls of the third floor inside a mustard house with rufous trim my grandparents no longer live in I skip a song and taste the beginning of a melody the sour taste of shallow graves pets with simple names who boarder childrens home
How Did It Feel?
Hi *@&!%@#. I have just one question for you, To murder my heart, To murder my hopes and dreams, To murder my piece of mind. How did it feel to twist a knife into my body and hear me scream that I was sorry. Sorry for the pain you caused me. and beg for forgiveness? Did you smile through each time you made me scared? How every time you threatened to kill yourself, and said your blood would be on my hands. I hope someone causes you the same pain you caused me I hope someone bu
Tears Of Dust
Was it distortion or delustion, Was it a memory or was it a dream? Those words keep me replying in my head. My head screams in anger, not understanding. Saying out loud and taking claim of what happened They say, "That's unreal. That's all fake." How can someone take control of something That felt unreal and felt all fake? As a child, I knew that something was bad, Telling myself, it will all go away. I will soon, one day, forget. And yet again, I say: Was it a distortion or
Unveiled
Unveiled, my face is To the sea To the girl To the bullies. Unveiled, the bullies are, As my friends, My reliance, And my circle of the sea. Unveiled, I am, The unusual things I kept a secret long ago. Unveiled, I was A person who loves post-rock And “unusual” superheroes Unveiled, I am, The person I hid long ago. Unveiled
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and how do you sit there with the words echoing across the landscape in your head their force ricocheting, knocking a tree flat over if nobody is around to hear it, does the tree falling in the forest make a sound? if i dont tell anyone what they said, will it still be real? will it still be real? the walls are closing in as the words beat faster and faster a cacophony of drums cascading between ever-tightening binds i cant breathe i never breathe i never learned how it sits
Burden
A manmade nook A flicker of frost in a feisty forest Always am I fond of the rickety ballad this Astral tower plays Always prepared to collapse from that Misdeed Frightful, the orange crisp has taken its course Falling, Fluttering over the forest floor, I am Marked with Splinters Never would I have taken if not for this aerie, I am Fawning above this abhorrent turbulent water Yet it rushes, mucky Yacking at the beavers and the minnows and the trout Not
Fish Pond Poem
Oh, I longed for it long before it happened: I recall now the very day The sun started shining brighter; the birds, Beckoning, chirping piano notes in the morning; Her warm kiss marking my pale skin so I began to freckle, Basking under the sweet shine of spring-summer breeze The lakeside lounging, campus commute, Sparse student population in their supplemental courses Still, I favored the summer on Manasquan Beach Blistering, yearning for four hour's
Beautiful Failures
Finding the words to say, to put inside my of art is flightier than a dove. But no matter the day, i know in my heart: Wisdom Requires Love.
human day
the cool dawn hauls i-93 out of sleep and into the pink light of unconsenting day smokedream fields of metal erections blush and begin to get noisy. boston wakes; you find that the color in the sky is the exact shade of your pain. at south station, an amish man anticipating his return home struggles to order a bagel; there are too many options and he's overwhelmed. he doesn't know the difference between plain and egg and everything. the line is building like a bruise and his
Seat at the Table
I am betrayed by my own naivety Dread's shadow circles my periphery The hound with heaven on its back The stick that beats him away is the stick my hand lacks I am reaching for something held above my head Spinning like a marionette, my fingers skim the thread I track bad memories in through the kitchen Fists hot at my side as I'm scolded into submission I am tied to my own naivety My legs are strong and sturdy But they're belted to my seat A fighter, a killer, a child with m







